Saturday, April 25, 2009
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Another problem to solvegosh! can't believe it happen over and over again! *sigh* wonder when will it going to end? or how can i actually end it? the amt of inconvenience, disturbed sleep, disruption caused... *yawn* and will someone stop encouraging this to happen??? wonder why its so difficult to give people some space to breathe! its like having a second partner! *faint* someone pls help and do something... don't understand why you guys don't see a problem..... *argh*
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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Andrew Johnson..... Britain Got Talent has sooooo many 'opera' singer... 1st is Paul Potts, then Andrew Johnson and now Susan Boyle! oh man..but out of them all..i LOVE andrew.... 13 when he 1st sang on stage...im moved by his voice...honestly i think im gonna cry when i hear him sing..... despite being bullied in school..he continue to sing... keep it up boy..and that's one lesson for us! 'No matter what obstacles you faced in life...NEVER give up your DREAM!' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1Q9Ckra6vY
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22 April 09 - Lunch @ Home
My 1st attempt at making nice carrot... seriously..I CUT IT!! im so proud of myself!! LOL... i used to admire how my uncle could do it so nicely.... literally every meal that he make..if he uses carrot..he LOVE to cut it this way.... so this is my 1st attempt from soooo many years of PEEPING!
My 1st attempt at making nice carrot... seriously..I CUT IT!! im so proud of myself!! LOL... i used to admire how my uncle could do it so nicely.... literally every meal that he make..if he uses carrot..he LOVE to cut it this way.... so this is my 1st attempt from soooo many years of PEEPING!
1st dish! dong fen + egg + enoki (i LOVE enoki)
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final shot..
my special stir-fried udon + carrot + broccoli + egg
i still think my dong fen is nicer though! heehee
closeup on my carrot....aren't they cute?
i din finish my noodle....kept the remaining in the microwave..but somehow..someone ate it all up! LOL!!
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17 April 09 - Unexpected delivery from Singapore
I was really surprise that its been like 2 weeks since my birthday pass and I have another birthday present... Im soooooo touched!! REALLY.. this was bought from Bossini in Singapore... A kids size tee with coin pouch! (front view)
I was really surprise that its been like 2 weeks since my birthday pass and I have another birthday present... Im soooooo touched!! REALLY.. this was bought from Bossini in Singapore... A kids size tee with coin pouch! (front view)
(back view) Im sooo gonna wear that.. my aunt actually wanted to buy another one for Kelvin...which is ELMO...i laughed so hard and said that he won't wear that... heeeheee!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
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I just got hit hard.....totally FREAK out!!! yes TOTALLY!!! i simply can't understand why can i never get the result with the amount of effort i put in???? *sigh* this SUCKS!!
tried calling my buddies...but guess they are busy..should be having exam or night trading.. *yawn* i need some CONSOLE!
I just got hit hard!!! I couldn't believe it.... i was FREAK OUT!! yes! TOTALLY!
I just got hit hard!!! I couldn't believe it.... i was FREAK OUT!! yes! TOTALLY!
Monday, April 20, 2009
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How well do you understand Guys?(http://quiz.ivillage.com/cgi-bin/love/tests/manspeak.pl)
Took a quiz again and the result is freaky! I'm actually a native speaker! LOL
Native Speaker
You must've grown up with brothers, because you've got guys decoded. Sure, men can be vague. But you've got a pretty solid handle on reading between those lines. So, what are the benefits of having honed this valuable skill set? Well, unlike a lot of women, you won't have to deal with as many mixed signals when it comes to dating -- not to mention fewer phone calls to your girls wondering, "Do you think he'll call?" You've got all that figured out on your own.
Now, how do you communicate with him in a way that he can relate to? Keep him guessing. Think about it. Men don't want to talk about your relationship. They just want to do it (in his mind, if he wasn't into you, he'd head for the door). Here's how he thinks: "If we need to talk about the relationship, it must be broken. If it's broken, it means it's doomed. I'm outta here." To men, actions speak much louder than words. It'll mean much more to him if you take an interest in his hobbies (rock climbing, anyone?), or if you make an effort to get along with his friends than any "talk" ever could.
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Gosh! i forget to upload the most important photo!
swimming pool at my place! though it was scorching hot...the water is freezing cold...i seriously wonder how they can keep it that cool...
honestly the whole week...we went for sun-tanning 3 days in a row! im rather TAN now! and im loving it!! last chance to tan before winter! Brrrrrr..........
swimming pool at my place! though it was scorching hot...the water is freezing cold...i seriously wonder how they can keep it that cool...
honestly the whole week...we went for sun-tanning 3 days in a row! im rather TAN now! and im loving it!! last chance to tan before winter! Brrrrrr..........
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15 April 2009 - Sun-tanning + Swim @ my place
thats me! had to do with a chair coz another woman 'stole' the bench
thats me! had to do with a chair coz another woman 'stole' the bench
vanessa & me
(photo taken before we head home)
and again
and again...LOL
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vanessa & me!
don't you like her dimple?
Bleah!
*AHHH*
peek-a-BOOOO
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wow!
what!!!!
act cute!
find it!
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Weird HabitDo you actually believe that you can roughly gauge how the person is like just by observing the behaviour during a meal? LOL.... i guess it might work though or maybe not.... just the kind of strict upbringing I have at home i guess that i kinda develop such weird habit of observing people having their meal.... *transfixed*
Imagine those people were to have a meal at my place...I bet they will receive the most annoyed and disgusted face as a gift for 1st impression and will not be welcome the next time... LOL...
anyway..i guess im too bored now to think of such a topic to write on........
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49 ways to burn off a Kit Kat
Chance upon an article yesterday at http://au.lifestyle.yahoo.com/b/womenshealth/3360/49-ways-to-burn-off-a-kit-kat/ Pretty interesting though... Read on!!
Do five of them a day and you can lose half a kilo a week.
1 Rent a DVD of Flight of the Conchords and watch at least two episodes: 10 straight minutes of laughter can burn 168kJ - no joke.
2 Wiggle while you watch for 42 minutes: fidgeters burn up to 1465 more kilojoules a day than couch potatoes.
3 Get off your backside 33 times to change the channel.
4 Find the perfect teeny-weeny polka-dot bikini: try on 16 suits (one suit every three minutes).
5 Polka for real for 24 minutes.
6 Do the horizontal polka, missionary-style, for an hour and 8 minutes.
7 Ride him like a cowgirl for 27 minutes (straddling burns more kJs).
8 Play the guitar (singing cheesy lyrics optional) for 52 minutes.
9 Fly a kite for 21 minutes.
10 Play beach volleyball for 13 minutes.
11 Swim at a leisurely pace for 18 minutes.
12 Do 250 breaststrokes (about 10 minutes).
and so on....the list is long..but i think its an interesting list though... LOL.. whether it works.. I don't know.you try it and let me know ya?
for more on the list... check out the website.... CHEERS!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
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Just took a Quiz and here's my result:Are You Too Jealous?
What Jealousy?You're so at peace with yourself, you're making us jealous! You accept that this is how life is: Everyone is different. Some people have more money, better bodies, amazing jobs and that's just the deck you've been dealt. He didn't call? You didn't notice. And that non-obsessive approach is what keeps people drawn to you. Didn't get the job? Your time will come. This is what you truly believe.You're so Zen that you barely need our help, but we just want to remind you to make sure you are still trying to achieve your big lofty goals. Yes, they might seem so far away and not worth stressing about, but work towards them in your own peaceful way.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
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Rainingits been raining literally the whole day..... and it had been raining on and off since Good Friday and the whole Easter weekend.... how boring can it get????
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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SLACKING!exactly how i feel this easter break.... LOL... bored stiff... guess it will be study...study and study this easter break....
starting to miss living with female housemate.... so much fun and gossips.... someone always be there to take care of you when you're sick...... always be there when you need to whine.... always be there when you need help..... *sigh*
i wanna go out.....out of state this holiday... seems impossible again.. *sigh*
Friday, April 10, 2009
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*sad*its easter holiday from today.. which is Good Friday... start of a week long vacation...everyone seems to have plan during this week long holiday... and im stuck at the same spot once again! envious of those who are going out of state to melbourne etc.. *sigh* guess that's retribution of not having a job... being jobless really makes me feel handicapped... cashstripped....broke.... pathetic.... *argh* i need to do something to get out of this pathetic situation... alrite...at least i can console myself that i be able to use this week to do some catching up..and that reminds me..... im not performing well..... which i seriously can't believe it...... i seriously don't think im dumb though... guess it's the tactic im using..... *ahhhhhhh*
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guess i should be happy with my new blogskin....but somehow i still think it look kinda plain.. hmmm...anyone out there give me your comment how it look???? Monday, April 06, 2009
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March New arrival @ Seimon-Cho (西門町)
IMM BUILDING #02-28TEL : +65 65692010
Plaza Singapure #03-03TEL : +65 62386530
Opening hours: 1100-2130 daily
Email: seimon_cho@singnet.com.sg
photos taken from the email update they send to me every month...... im looking forward to what's in store this month.... *sigh* can't patronise their store liao!! so many elmo new arrivals...i simply can't take my eyes off them!
i want elmo lunch box
IMM BUILDING #02-28TEL : +65 65692010
Plaza Singapure #03-03TEL : +65 62386530
Opening hours: 1100-2130 daily
Email: seimon_cho@singnet.com.sg
photos taken from the email update they send to me every month...... im looking forward to what's in store this month.... *sigh* can't patronise their store liao!! so many elmo new arrivals...i simply can't take my eyes off them!
i want elmo lunch box
hmm...i think i prefer red to pink... LOL
i think my elmo wallet is better than this....don't u think so???
i don't mind this bag too!!!!!
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previously i wanted to get this...but the salesgirl said its SOLD OUT!!! in just 2 days??? now its back...and im BACK too *sigh*
this is seriously UGLY
50cm!!!! ok...i dun mind!!
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another one! gosh!!! hmmm..ok i like mine better... though the same..but the logo is different..
pencil cases
i guess this is pencil case too
waterbottle...i dun mind having this tooo
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elmo handphone stand....i have this...YEAH!!!!!
the 1st time i saw this...i wanted it sooooo much..but after my sis gave me the one i had now....i decided im happy w what i have!
aren't they cute????
awwww
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aren't they cute.....
cookie monster, elmo and big bird
pouches
pouches again!! i want ALLLLLLLLLLL
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rainbow collection keyrings.....
i guess that's pencil case..
wonder whats that too..
i know what's this...massage elmo!
Sunday, April 05, 2009
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5 April 09 - Random findings online
i finally found the photo of elmo and his mum & dad...
i finally found the photo of elmo and his mum & dad...
barbie and elmo.... I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last seen it at Bencoolen @ bugis.....have been thinking about it ever since....shld have get it when i was there... now its TOOOOO late... *sigh* retail price about 390sgd....but since i know the salesgirl well..she gave me a discounted price of think 200+ if im not wrong... argh!! shld have bought that as birthday gift for myself..... =(
Friday, April 03, 2009
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FRUSTRATED & DISAPPOINTED!
its only been a few days....yet it seems yesterday.....don't understand why... when you have just push it back... hide it...stuffed it somewhere out there... someone... somebody..always like to dig it up...like to remind you..all the pain that you had suffered..all the tears you had shed and all the disappointment you had experience....
but this time....things are different.... no one did it... i can't believe i bring it all up...all over again.. somehow its just that.... the BIG disappointment.... you will never know how difficult it is to experience it over and over and OVER again...... when will this ever stop.... when will people stop reminding me all about it again?? and when will i escape from it???? i want to forget... to focus and to move on.....
but why do i always have to chance upon it.. the happiness that people could enjoy and the misery that i had to endure??? why do i have the torture feeling?? when can happiness embrace me again???
but im annoyed with myself... annoyed that i can't forget about it.... angry that i keep reminding myself...furious that i let it haunt me... frustrated that it did not happen as i expected.... WHY??? i make the first move... i make it known to you.. i did not beat around the bush... i was straightforward with my answer.... why don't you get it??? why do you have to disappoint me again and again and AGAIN! why??? why do you have to do that to me????? simply don't understand.....
i only need a little surprise..... just a little...and inexpensive, effortless surprise... im tired of waiting... waiting for what will never come true.... im tired of you asking me.... im tired of everything...... i just want to be happy again... once again....and forget everything that ever happen...
i was asked to think back about my happy moment...but what i can recall is disappointment and GREATER disappointment.....im jealous of people who get what they want... jealous of people who had their way... jealous of people that can't match up with me and yet they are happy... im jealous of everything....that i will never attain.....
i gotta brace myself up...blink away the tears, gathered myself and focus of who is forthcoming..i fear of what will happen next... i knew it will come yet i kept quiet.... i knew what is expected..yet i kept quiet..waiting for miracle to happen.... im waiting.....and still waiting for my miracle....
i know that someone will always be there for me....whenever i need it...a shoulder to lean on... always lending me your ears... words of comfort... i miss the gentleness in your voice.. always hate you coz you always know what's on my mind.... hated when you ask what was i thinking... hate you for knowing what's my next step... hate you for always giving me what i desire.... hate you for being so perfect... and now...... im starting to hate myself of waiting to go back to where we used to be.... starting all over again... and i know.. if i do that.. i will hate myself FOREVER...
i need to solve the puzzle.... i need to find the missing piece... i want to feel pampered again.. i want to have surprise in my life... i don't want what i can actually expect......but i know.. what i want.....will NEVER happen....
i will give it another try.... im trying really hard.... im voicing out...but with you..i never have to.. coz you KNOW! its really freaky come to think about it... why do you ALWAYS know??? but why another don't....
i guess maybe its the effort... the amount of effort you put in...the thought for someone...if you really mind about someone...no matter how difficult, how tough, how much effort and time you had to put in... YOU WILL DO IT.. coz you know...at the end of the day..... the smile MELTS your heart... it will all be worth it.... you won't be thinking of all the hard work you had put in... but about how much you had brighten up that party life... the pieces of puzzle that you had just placed in to her puzzle of life.... its worth it.....
but why don't you had that thought???? why do i had to suffer it again..why is there so many missing pieces in my puzzle of life.... it freak me out.... it push long term thought aside....it brings up questions...i need an answer...or maybe answers....... i don't know!! im LOST!!
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From Japan...
press the mouth and elmo's mouth will open!!!! next to it is a handphone holder....it rocks man!!!
currently hanging on my phone is metallic stitch with crystals
31 March 09 - Pickup from Toowong Post Office
that elmo is seriously expensive...and to think my sister actually bought that for me.... man!! im really really gan dong.....
birthday card from home and stickers from jarvis.... thanks to all... for the wonderful birthday gifts!!!
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name stickers from jarvis, my mum's colleague
close-up.....shldn't have put my surname la! zzzzz
birthday card from home...
greetings from my family
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gift tag!! words of encouragement from my sis at the back! thanks joanne!! honestly i din realize the tag till this shot.. LOL
isn't he cute??????? gosh!!!
seriously he look cute w the tissue box..
gross... but yeah i got a long cut on my right arm just the day before my birthday
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1 April 09 - Surprise @ Midnight
while i was reading...i got a surprise cake!!
cake bake my binbin....sad to say...got cake no present.. *sigh* sad!
while i was reading...i got a surprise cake!!
cake bake my binbin....sad to say...got cake no present.. *sigh* sad!
5 candles?? lol..nah....that means 23.. 2 at the bottom.,..3 on top...
goldie (didi)...NO! not ur birthday cake la..
goldie korkor: i also wan.. i also wan....
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my goldies and me!
closeup
bin cutting the cake...i thought im suppose to be the one??? nvm!
raisins vanilla sponge cake
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2 April 09 - A day late....better than never :)
my fav adidas tee, card and tissues send from Eve!
my fav adidas tee, card and tissues send from Eve!
can't believe that watson actually came out w this.. LOL... I want i want MORE!!
close up on the tee
and update on the life of my frens..... thanks EVE!! you are the best!!!
Thursday, April 02, 2009
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Something is bugging
5 hours of sleep..and i woke up..thoughts can back to haunt me....raining heavily now...perfect weather to sleep in....and im awake...with the same thoughts....something is indeed bugging me... a decision to be made....a burden to be taken of me...before i can move on.... i gotta move on.... time is short...
slogging through 6 pages of reading....struggling to complete...struggling to concentrate... struggling to forget..... struggling not to be disappointment.... and i start to realize..... how my friends had move up the line.... the now become part of my life..... im so fortunate to have them.. words of encouragement... words of comfort.... words that they will be there for me...said that they missed me....
dreaded the day to come... coz i know what will be there for me...wat you will provide me... knowing that there will be disappointment yet again... i never thought it will be this bad... it will be that upsetting... i thought i could handle it.. i thought i could be fine... but yet...i never thought i could not handle it.....
wanting to stand out in the light...yet friends had push me back in the dark.... wanted to say it out.. yet friends pushed it in....... silently.... i stepped away.... i thought you will be like me... full of surprise..... trying to add spices to our life....but no.....disappointment had crawled up to me.... and i knew it..yet i could not handle it...
its a thought i could not shake it off......since the time i woke up...i had been thinking..... thinking of the surprise that i could expect... thinking of the surprise that i could receive....lecture is just like TV show...it just keep showing showing.....tutorial is just a play... keep playing and playing... and i was not absorbing...still thinking.....i stopped myself from having the thoughts..but i couldn't keep it behind my head....thoughts keep haunting.....
i told myself to push it off the back....coz if i don't i will expect disappointment..... and true to words.... it all came true... i waited and waited... feel sadder and sadder.. getting more and more upset.... picking up the phone and dial for comfort.... im so glad that you guys are always there for me....
im so taken aback that my sis actually bought buy an expensive gift for me.....a student... using her pocket money to buy a gift for me.... really touched me... something small... and expensive for her to do that.. yet she did it... it will forever sit in my heart...joy that will last for a lifetime... sitting next to my bed..it reminds me of home.... reminds me of the times back home.......
disappointed...but yet....im glad that someone out there.. have a thought of me.... remember and bother to do something.....
For now.....im still trying to shake the thoughts of out my head...i never know it will spill over to following day.. i thought once i woke up...it will be fine.. i never know it will last that long....i never know i will be tha disappointment.... in this few years... disappointment has always been there.. i never know why.... i thought i should be happy... yet when i think back.... its full of disappointment and regret..... i have no idea why..... happy moment should fill it up.. but no.. it did not... its still there... i can feel it.... how can i remove it??? how can i push it back??? how can anyone help???? what can i do???
at least now i know.........im disappointed again!
*signed off*
