what crap am i writing....juz ignore this post...


as time goes by....wondering what's the true meaning of life.....pursue, lie, slog, slack?
 
routine seem to be the same, times run as usual, sleep seem never enough, stress is never ending, workload is always increasing, and here i am slacking as usual.........
 
time is running out and im still not taking action.....noe the outcome so im not taking the 1st step.. wat will u tink im wondering day by day....
 
im getting tired day by day.....im torture day by day by u...pls tell mi..



todae went to watch Mean Ger wif my frenZ...nice movie sia..very bitchy and humorous... at least got storyline lar..some really sucks..but this isnice..like the ger Lindsay...quite pretty and cute :P...

let vicky see the logo design..tot its already good enuff wat..but dunnoe why she say VERY CHILDISH....wow lau..so fed up man...spend so much time thinking of the design and now she say until like tat...say the plane look weird and childish..then ar...dunnoe wat to  :x.. and betta not say here...

but anyway...my frenz ask pple to help lor..and i juz sit and wait...dun care liao lar...haiyo... yesterday was so ma lu manZ...


yo..finally going wed...hah...coz no sch..but then still muz go for my jap lesson...sianZ... but anyway..slack thru the whole day again....din meet my darling...dun cry...coz mi went out wif my mum..take the same train..coz todae my mum had to go course at buena vista..so mi accompany her lor...
 
so ended up reach sch damn early and was the 1st one to reach sia..so weird..had to wait for 15mins...todae get a lot of test date..CA cuming liao...sianZ....then got 2 clash on 14th which is the day i go for my teeth surgery..aiya to take tat stupid wisdom tooth out...
 
went to holland V for lunch at the subway...so long nve go le..miss my subway..haha...oh yar.. juz finish designing the shirt logo..so far not much objection..but juz had to let comment and feedback cum in...to improve mah..haha...klar gtg le..make the blog todae short and sweet....


damn..dunnoe wat happen to my comp..gotta write again...i blog le..but dunnoe why the whole thing like wipe out or watever...see ar..muz post again..haiz..
 
anyway..todae the lesson start at 3pm...coz todae the MA was cancelled coz that ambrose say tat he had to attend some course lor...so again cancelled..i tink ar..since sch start i only attend one MA pract nia..so slack manZ....haiZ...
 
but then todae had to meet my fren at the MRT at 12pm coz we going to the FBT warehouse to look at the polo tee..wanted to make sure that the quality is okie and stuffs lor...then went down and have a look.. both mi and my fren feel tat the shirt is not bad.. then i called my in charge to let her noe lor.. she ask for the price which at first is $10+...we feel that the price is reasonable and cheap enough but dunnoe why ar she so worked and practically scream tat it was actually expensive manZ...wow lau..please lar..if the sch cannot afford we rather pay lor.. its okie wat the price.. then after sometime the person say it's $9.80 ...still its cheap.. haiya.. dunnoe wat wrong wif the in charge lar...
 
then after tat she ask mi go back and tell her lor..and give her other price quotation.. so bo bian have to go sch early.. haiZ...then the supplier somemore ask mi if we are on a tight budget.. wow lau.. please lar....i tink the sch can afford one lor..somemore make mi so paiseh manZ...
 
so went to sch wif my fren to find her..but then again for mi so suai.. she went for her lunch.. din wan to wait lor..so accompany my fren go for lecture then turn back to find her.. after giving her the quotation...she ask mi help her do some admin stuff..haiz...okie lar...at least it was quite easy to do lor...
 
after tat went for my class...practically slack thru the whole lesson..din do anything and also dunnoe wat the hell the teacher is crapping...haha...but the whole lesson purpose is to design our questionaire..which our grp already done..so juz wait for her approval then okie lor.. so we left early..
 
but then mi still have to go down to the warehouse to buy a sample for my teacher..so ke lian manZ.. why am i so ke lian..haIz... then after tat then went home lor..
 
after tat my teacher called mi and said tat her director have approve on the shirt and tat we can start to do the design and stuffs lor...so erm...i told her abt the sample i bought.. she was like okie nvm she dun need it le..juz add into the whole cost.. im like wat the hell..i take the trouble to go down and then she tell mi dun need le...wow lau..shld tell mi earlier rite..or ask mi dun get 1st or something..so piss wif her manz..haiZ....


yesterday not really special or watever happened...as usual was very tired and slpy the whole day.. practically dragged my feet to sch...and as usual was late in meeting my darling...:P haiz.. den after sch has to rush down to the airport to do my duty...it wasn't really my duty.. being a kaypoh..or helpful..watever ger..i help replace my fren lor...haiz....see lar..kaypoh...so far din really have a lot of passengers cuming up to mi to ask for things..mostly is i approached them one.. the no. of passengers i approached was actually more than those who came up to mi to ask for help.. so surprising sia...haha...
 
then helped this ang mo passengers so weird one..ask mi abt the chinese mythology..which i noe nuts abt and i juz anyhow answer...hoping tat i guess the correct answer :P..then after duty rushed home to have my supper...my aunt cook and left aside the salted veg duck soup..damn nice sia..one of my personal favourite..haha...enjoying it after a day of being so tired..finally can sit down relaxed and enjoy my supper..then after supper..packed my stuff and slp ard 1-2am.. damn tired...
 
nearly cldn't wake up todae...coz was raining quite heavily, so u noe rite..nice weather to slp... especially when i din get to slp much...:P but still have to wake up early..coz got make-up lecture at 10am..haiz...but when we reach there ar..that slacker teacher no. 1 say he will start late..(as usual) so the thing started at ard10.15am..den after tat he juz brief us abt a seminar which we have to attend in Aug...it's for our project one..but only need one person per grp to attend.. then so the lecture officially started at 10.30am...den he taught us abt the consumption bullshit lor.. after tat he planned to move on to the investment one..but then he realize tat the topic got ard 40+ slides...so he say he will go thru' tat in week 5..
 
so in the end..the whole bullshit make-up lecture ended at ard 11am..which means tat we only attend 1/2 hr of lecture..dammit..see lar...mi wake up so early to attend a bloody 1/2 hr lecture...haiz..then after tat went to the class above FC5 to attend the AGM...haiz.. again still have to wait...sian man...honestly the whole AGM thing is useless lar..which i dun wanna mention..:P
 
then after went to have pizza at FC5 with a few CYAs and our senior..(on vicky)...after tat we went to catch a movie at Tampines, went to watch the movie I-Robot...very nice sia... worth my $8.50...1st time see Will Smith so seriously in a movie sia...oh and i love the line.. 'I am allergic to ----' , go find out urself...its a very interesting and unique phrase....and those who dun plan to watch this movie..i stromgly urge u to go...highly recommended by SANDY..haha....


3rd week into the first term of school and i still feel that im on holiday, slacking mood...dun tink i even understand a single shit in all my modules..juz go by the wind.. even so..there's still a lot of project to do and committment to commit to...very sian..time seem to pass by so quickly that i started to fear..there's so much to do yet so little time..

time is running out and yet im here doing nothing...there's something tat i wanted to say to u..yet im afraid...time is running out yet im speechless when i see u.. ever since tat time...my mind is occupied...maybe it shall be a secret inside me...

today finally i can slp abit late and also slack my days thru'..but still went out at ard evening time lar...planning to buy some CDs one...then went to Suntec wif my mum, aunt and bro... then called my uncle to ask whether he wanted to have dinner with us..but then he said he will called back later...
 
then went to nokia shop to check out the phone..not much new arrival....then went to the mini toon shop to jalan..and guess wat finally found my elmo bolster..so HAPPY.... saya gembira....if im nt wrong abt tat..haha...but very excited lar..coz been looking for it very long liao... keep seeing pple have it then cldn't find where to buy it... :P ... then my uncle called..too bad cldn't shop more.. coz he ask us go novena to eat buffet...
 
then reach there le..the person say the place is fully booked and have to wait for an hr.. but we didn't wait coz we were very hungry liao :P ...so went to the Soup Restaurant for our dinner.. after tat went to shop ard at the Novena Square..then my aunt wanted to buy something at City hall..so follow her there lor...there mi bought 2 chinese CDs...so long never buy CD liao... haha..
 
wanted to buy this orange shirt the 501 serie one at the levi's shop..but who knows..the shop so big they din sell the shirt..haiz..so sad sia... :P..
 
 


paiseh lar nana...past few days very tired and always went home late so din have the time to blog :P anyway, went for duty on fri, quite fun sia...oh yar...still remember when i was about to knock off from duty, there's this old man rush up to the counter panting hard and blabbering something which we couldn't really make up.. we managed to settle him down by asking him to sit down at the counter to take a rest and catch his breath before telling us what had happen.
 
I was actually very worried ( like very mean sia) coz means late to go home mah...then he told us that he was going to manchester one...then he went to the gate and saw that it was empty and the gate was close.. then i tot shit..he might miss his plan..but then he continue that the boarding time is at ard 2345 so it shldn't have close.. then i heave a sigh of relief and told him tat its on;y 2145 now and his time on his watch is the australian time...damn scary manZ...haha...
 
today, we had the NE show (NDP)..suppose to reach there at 1pm.. but dunnoe why ar..ask us to go there so early but then abt 2+ then start to have a proper briefing and stuff...thne the officer brief us tat the 1st school which is Coral pri will reach abt 3+pm and the last one will reach abt 4pm...but still haiz slack liao hell lor...the other sector kids already start to stream in and filled up the place...but ours is still empty except the guests only lor...
 
while slacking decided to call my mum to ask what the colour her ticket is coz i remb she will be cuming and be at the GS one..she told me that its the yellow tix which means its the bucket seat lor...then i tell her dun need cum so early abt 5+pm still enuff time manZ...haha....after tat called my uncle to ask whether her us involved in the parade..turn out tat he is involved but at another side..haiz....sian man....
 
but at least tat day got the firework...damn nice manZ..got the globe one and the heart shape one.. so nice...haha...shit then saw butterfly..ooP...hahah...but overall its a very nice parade... oh yar..at the end of everything there is a party...not bad lar...coz its still not tat high enuff....



juz came back from my duty at the airport...todae is a really long day frm me..have been out of the house since 8am in the morning till now...dunnow when i can really sit down and slack at home manZ...realize tat there's a lot of replacement duty going on sia nowadays..tink alot very biz or tired of doing the duty or watever reason... hmm... suppose to permanently change frm wed to tues wif my fren..then on my way to T1, saw him at the BK in T2..then we change back lor..let him do at T1 mi do T2.. then dunnoe why ar...tink he remb the name wrongly or wat...but anyway juz sign my name by replacing another CYA lor..:P

todae the transit was quite quiet, 'business' was quite bad..haha..mi help this lady to T1...the lady very ke lian one..she carrying her kid and she cannot let her kid down or even talk long to us..if not the kid will start to throw tantrum liao.. then ar..her ger look like 4 yrs old but in fact she is only 2 yr old only..so big sia and plump also...so imagine how tough it is for her mum to carry her around..poor mum man.. if for mi i will prob slap the ger liao..:P

todae the whole T2 only got 2 CYA roaming around..but tink enough liao also..coz today is actually nothing much..still tink T1 is better...at least can see pple need help..:P todae spent most of my time at the Satellite counter instead of my north coz at north there's already 3 CSOs so dun tink they need mi..went to the Satellite one to chat with corinne..mi always enjoyed her co. nice lady and motherly also..:P

oh yar tat day went to watch the movie Spiderman 2...the movie was very nice..highly recommended by Sandy..haha..must watch if u haven...its better than the 1st one.. usually sequel is not as good as the 1st one..but this one is xception..so why wait go and catch it now lar...can't wait for the Spiderman 3 to come out..haha...

hmm...time flies..come to tink of it..i was reminded of something tat happened a year ago...a mistake that will live in mi forever, mistake tat can never be forget... still wondering whether wat i did was rite or wrong, but anyway i doubt i will get a proper answer till todae...but still it make mi realize tat promise is nothing but a lie, it make mi feel betrayed again but a simple promise.......but anyway, things have change, time to get back to reality....

finally finish the bazaar thing liao after a week...can sit back and relax, dun need to shutter between classes to tend to the stall le....yeah man...but as for the profit we made for the fund still dun noe yet..muz wait for our big boss to finish counting.. but hope we make more than the ice-cream pple...paiseh ar..ice-cream frenZ...:P

juz came back frm the NDP rehearsal...not bad lar..but tink the rehearsal very budget coz alot of thing also dun haf like the firework, lightning nt tat gd etc lor...haha.. then the whole stadium also quite empty except for the grandstand area lar...then hf to usher the pple to their seats..dun biz manZ....tink standing at the entrance as usher is nt easy sia..coz very biz and also muz keep asking them for the tix to see whether they are white or red...so troublesome...

but seeing the rehearsal...tink shld be nt bad..mi like the part where the commandor drop down..so cool sia....haha...todae saw quite a few pretty gers...hah...but mi not les lar..then there's this officer also nt bad looking sia...haha....

damn tired nw...feel so giddy liao...tml still muz go do duty..sianz..everyday also got things.. cannot stay and slack at home...haiz...

yo..finally adding post to my blog...been busy wif the school bazzar, selling ZINC bags.. if u noe the brand lar..but im sure most of u do..been on it since monday and tml is the last day..happy coz no need to wake up so early in the morning to set up the stall and also run frm after class to go and tend the stall...but sad coz i will miss all the fun with my other cya frenZ....miss all the crap and all the stupid stuffs we do..my other cya frenz were selling waffle ice-cream and rootbeer float..ended up been supportive, i had been buying waffle frm them everyday and also eat ice-cream everyday.. damn..haha...

so far biz was good and compare to the others we dun need to pay like a capital or something coz we get the consignment bag sort of like for loan lor...but still hope we can earn alot of profit coz we like have only ard 25% of the profit for the fund not for us lar..haiz...so ke lian..work so hard sell so many bags and only get 25% sia..

todae attended the PPR&D thing..din really understand the whole things..keep wanting to fall alsp sia..haha..but overall honestly i really dun understand wat i am suppose to do..haha...

todae also saw tat levi's guy...tink i mention him b4 somewhere in my blog but dun remb which one...he was actually wrking at seiyu one...haha..and guess wat..i saw him in SP.. haha..so happy ..actually okie lar..nt tat happy but basically more shocked.. coz din expect him to be a poly student mah..if he really is lar..hehe..but so you yuan rite.. can't believe it manZ.....saw him at FC 5 near my booth..haha....too bad din noe which sch he is frm...haiZ........

but anyway..tml last day for the fundraising bazzar le..gotta chiong for the it.. jIa you pple...

yo..time flies..2mth of vacation have pass..haiz...now is the time to go back to sch liao..sian man..tink will be busy sia...todae gtg go work again but will be going late coz i got this ndp thing at 2pm until 4pm..so after tat then i be going back to work.. but before the ndp thing..i gtg go to sch for the fund raising event..sian man..

so tired now...been busy until now...haiz..btw..very sad to leave my friends at work.. like them alot..especially my bonia gf, 'puppies' and my sales rep...they damn nice and siao one..but after i settle the ndp and my cya stuffs..i be going back..yeah man... then gotta have lotsa fun and wild time again...haha....

Sandy
The University of Queensland
*Future is a mystery*