heiyo..long time din update my blog liao...how is every one doing?? please flood my blog.. so i noe what you pple are doing ok?

Im at the HITP now. Time is 5pm in the afternoon...but it going to be very dark now. maybe like about 7pm in Singapore??? we always end around this time this week..which means not much shopping to do coz most of the shop close around 7.30 to 8pm... so u noe....haha....

the things here are not that expensive but the transport that i said before is.....let me start from yesterday...we went to this place that make wood or something..whatever....there we make ceramic cup...i make spoon also..but dunno will look like what..then had the jap style pizza..which is like the italy one...then after that make `road` name after Singapore in the forest...then erm tour around the place..and erm yar also cycle...so ROMANTIC.....coz the scenery is VERY NICE..cycle in the park..u noe lar....those in the Jap and korean drama type...it was a present by the owner that we visit...i saw maple tree and sakura tree(but bald sakura tree) coz now autumn
after that went shopping at the Hondori(similar to Orchard in Singapore) its the only shopping area in SIngapore....very pathetic one....oh yar..i bought this bottle here.. very nice its like our plastic bottle but its made of aluminium or whatever at 100yen inside got yoghurt drink.. the things here are all very kawaii desu....

today we din do anything much...only had japanese language lesson...then after that is conversation with the students at the HITP....the students here are all very nice also... friendly..
the gers here are all very pretty and also the pple here dun look like their age..how cum???? hmm..must know their secret....

monday basically is what ar? forget liao...tuesday we had japanese and communication with the students in HITP ( Hiroshima Polytecnic)

hey gotta go now..school closing..update soon..take care...


a final blog for today before i leave my house...sian..headache...feel like sleeping now....

just finish packing my stuffs...though i feel that i din overpack...AND...surely lighter than the rest of my fren..i somehow still think tat most of the things shouldn't be there lo..sian....

wanna unpack most of them..but under the watchful eyes of my mum..tat would be possible... wonder what exactly will we do there....wonder the pple are fun anot..meaning those who go with me.. coz they like those sian 1/2 pple lo....haiZ..

time now is 16:57 still got 1/2hr more before i leave my house... tata my fren...msg mi when u all free....will miss ya...miss my family...my ELMO...my aunt's cooking....



*yawn* so tired now...ever since tat day after the drink..hadn't been sleeping well..been up till quite late..so still look like xiong bao bao....

time flies man...so fast tml im leaving Singapore liao..tonight is the night i will sleep one last time before i leave for japan....miss my bed..my husband...my gang....my family.....ah...miss so many pple.. and nana...haha

nana...dun feel so stress coz of work..it will be fun one lar...and the ending is very rewarding..haha and dun forget gift for me after you get your pay ar....haha... last time i work also 12hours without off day...at least you got off day lar..wats ur sales target? 10k? dun worry lar..just tok rubbish to the pple..your sales target will be fun...wats the price range like???

dun so sad...take it easy...have fun..you will enjoy...im sure you will miss the place after u leave..and also as for the break thing..just noe more frens inside lor...then u can go break with them...

mi bought damn lotsa clothes today..been out for shopping 2 days liao..though feel very shiok..but my wallet is empty now...damn broke..think i really need desperately a job when im back to singapore.... anyone with job opportunity please please reccommend.....i be grateful to u.. :P

kkZ gtg now and repack my luggage.....take care..will update my blog if can to keep u pple update...


saw my quote at nana's blog just now...din noe i will say such things man...haha...wanna noe wat is it..then juz go and see her blog lo...hahaa...

had my BLAW yesterday....but instead of feelng relief now..i feel even more stress...WHY? because...........................i dun noe how to answer a lot of question...just sit down there and stare blankly....head aching so much..tink the panadol or rapidol tat yun brought for me is useless.. coz i still feel very giddy yesterday...keep leaning onto the wall behind me and stare at the paper.. really couldn't do....

im so scared that i will fail...tats why im here early in the morning to blog......simply can't sleep even after pubbing yesterday.....went to clarke quay and have a few drinks with my gangs.. tot that after drinking will put me to sleep easier...

heys guys..its not that im a lonely women yesterday..time for confession..is just that i simply can't put my mind off the blaw and that i might fail and that i have to repeat another half year of blaw....

im so freaking scared now that i really had no mood to do anything.....just trying to be myself.. but i dun tink im able to........wat im feeling now is simply fear which had been missing in me since i dunno when......i tink im gonna freak out....

im gonna black out soon....not enuff slp for the night...but though dun feel tired...i noe that my body and my brain is giving way...hadn't been sleeping well and enuff for the past 2-3 weeks..

no mood for ITP, no mood for fun...to pack my luggage....and etc......

simply just wanna noe how i will fare for my blaw....wanna noe when i will noe y results... can't stand the suspense............................


life may seems short..but i tink i had been through enough in life to understand how precious life is..how precious family and trust is....

looking back at 18 years of my life..i see many side of myself, from the once rebellious, lazy to what i have become now..what will really happen to me in future..our future is unknown.. its is in our own hand to change it...

i once remember tat i was so rebellious in school that my parent had to visit the school so often... it seems tat thing and people do change me.... i lost the person i love most when i was 5..now the 2nd person i love most is faraway from me... i regretted my action.. its the only thing i regretted in my life.....

my family background shaped my personality and perspective from every stage of my life.. i began to undestand the importance of family tie, bankrupcy, divorce, violence....

ny life is full of ups and downs...maybe its my lifestyle and background...i become more independent compared with my sibling....unlike wat the rebellious me...i could now see more things from different perspective...

why do i say all this all the sudden..i really dunno.......maybe its coz im tired of my life.... im tired what more to expect....im only 18........but it seems that im even older.........



wow...seems like ages since i last blog and thats 3 days before my 1st paper.now im back.. counting down to only one paper left...which is the most dreaded BLAW!!!!!!!!! OMG!!

hated it, dreaded it like shit...sian...actually i really dunno how to start my blog..should i start on wat i been doing the past days or week or wat..but i decided to start by wishing my lao ma.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! you are finally 18...hope you really like the prezzie but dun eat all finish ar.. later too heaty then wednesday no voice to sing K...haha...

time really flies..seem like yesterday when i first started to chiong my first paper, FA (Financial Accounting)

about 4 more days left to saturday..then i bid singapore farewell till december ba..yeP... tat's right...

bought this yellow gio tee with yuNZ...haha..been wanting to buy it for a very long time... bought the yelloW one....wanna wear on wed to sing K... :P

Sandy
The University of Queensland
*Future is a mystery*