Elmo's world.

Monday, January 31, 2005

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i just said it all out...feel bad, guilty, scared u named it.. it wasn't the nicest thing to say...but with the encouragement of them...i did it.....i said it....was it the right thing? i dun noe...maybe from her point of view..im selfish which i agree....but from my point of view...its a form of relief.... im free of stress finally.....

that aside...TA wasn't as great as it sound...but nonetheless its very interesting with nice tutor cum lecturer...just one of the lecturer that i like...during the break...he taught me a lot of things.. he sounds very proud of his knowledge...but okie..maybe coz i failed my 1st TA test...he make sure i understand everything and ask me alot of questions....but i really enjoyed his lesson today.. gotta strive for an A the next time round....wanna prove that i can..... *wink*

went to meet yunZ...ask her pei me go buy photo album..this is the fourth album that i have bought and i sincerely hope that it will be enuff to put in all my photos...if not my mum gonna chop me up liao....haha.....

and nana...dun sadZ...anything just give me a call...will pei u if i can make it....last but ot least.. to my best consoler...mimi...thanks for the concern..you are a great dude man.....hope to hang out with ya soon...take care....

Sunday, January 30, 2005

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just read my darling nana's blOg...remind me of the bloody fmkt presentation...it SUCKS!!! think our group did very badly...couldn't answer the questions....damn....hate it...my sian...think i should be able to guess our marks range.....going bongus soon...so many group reports coming up.. simply dreaded this from coming...okok...think im whinning..am i?? i think so.......

Saturday, January 29, 2005

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hmm....who call her ar??? so happy...*grin*

shuyun's eyes like mine is missing...haha...

My FavOuriTe sunglaSS.....LovE ya.....you bring sunshine to my eyes...haha...

OuR drInkS.....YuM!!!

WelCOME tO Changi Village HoteL....CooL....

ThE ExTerIoR.....CooL RigHT....

TakinG ShoTs in ThE HotEL....SlacKer RuZ.......

LovE thiS ShOtS.....LovE yA YuNZ...!!!!!!!!!!

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im back from changi village with yunZ today...suppose to go out shopping...but er hum.....they can't make it..so postponed le lor...but anyway....hang out with yun..coz she got event....so pei her lor...went to shop ard at suntec...then slack at the N.Y.D.C.....the atmosphere there is nice...wanna try the pasta there the next time...

after that walked to bugis to help my precious little bro to order his birthday cake at swensens... he wanted this train cake(which i psycho him to get..hehe..)with blueberry and strawberry flavour...dunno why he love berry...haha...

then me and yun decided to go changi V for our dinner....1st time we went there.....took the bus 2 and damn...it took more than 1hr to reach there....fell asleep on the bus man....we ordered this mutton soup(which is fantastic...wanna go for more man....) *wink* and also the chui kuay and western food( sausage,bacon and eggs) it simply sucks...got it coz of the egg nia...haha... but think should cut down on it le...too high chloestrol man.....

then my daddy called me....managed to get him to send us home..so happy...my daddy is so cool.. love ya dad...

Friday, January 28, 2005

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okok...im so tired from today's skating....but dun feel like rewriting my day...hmm...why not i suggest those who wanna know to go to my gang's profile and see the testimonial i write for them ba....haha...

im beat...gtg sleep le....

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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just came back from mimi's house.....cool man....his room really rockz...with those nice speaker, nice TV, nice amplifier...whateever u name it..and tons of cds and dvds..wow...his room really rocks....

met him for dinner at fish and co. today..the one at dhoby ghaut....damn..guess what i encounter.. Thaipusam....shit man....hate it when im surrounded by indian..im sorry but im racist against indian..please bear with me.....

we order the seafood platter for two..but din finish it coz we were full and we want to catch an ice cream at cathay after that..haha....after that we went to his house lor.....damn far man.. thinks its somewhere between chua chu kang and boon lay ba..not sure...but anyway din stay long.. just watch a dvd at his room..called the harold and kumar at white house or something.. damn funny movie sia....haha...maybe gonna chill out agai during the weekend..but not confirm..

MA presentation went well todae....at least i hope so..he din comment on our presentation... and he was quite pleased with our class performance...said that overall our class is better than the other class...so happy...hope that our grp is one of that...

*yawn* tired now...gtg sleep le.....tml still must pei nq go church...think go city harvest or something....

Monday, January 24, 2005

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ok...he called...just a minute ago...stared hard at my phone..din noe whether to pick up anot... but i did....he got a job..really happy for him..told me that he doing interview for the TV station... not too bad...okie he seem to change....ask me to meet him...should i? im scared...... conversation is very short but sweet....

maybe life really doesn't seem too bad........ *grinZ*

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okie...i think i had a feeling that tml will be worst......its MA presentation tml........it just freak me out...can't imagine the look on his face and the stress that i felt when i present the bloody slides...

still got my UCCD and FMKT report to rush through...argh....how i wish i can get help.......... hated that.........okok....i gotta stop complaining and whining and get my stupid ass off to work......

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okie....i had to admit....my life is screwed and it sucks big time.........yday was bad enuff to handle... todae is worst....I ACTUALLY FAILED MY TA....................................how can that happen to me man.....it sucks...

pey called me during my break....tried to cheer me up...then i decided to look for her after sch at bukit batok....just need someone to acc me home nia.....nearly cried when i talked to her abt my TA...she tried hard to cheer me up by telling me abt what happened during the weekend and today......really feel fortunate to have her as my friend....

chatting with kitty online now..told him abt my TA...saw his nick...it goes like this....
'D wOrLd cud diE. nD EvryTing mAy LiE. stiL u sHanT crY. Cz tImE mAy PsT. nD EvryTing wiL LSt. iL b by uR siDe. 4EvEr bY Ur siDe.'

reminds me of the time he would rush down to cheer me up and tell me his stupid lecturer to cheer me up.......but now at least i have pey and yun to cheer me up.. they are so nice.....really love them big time........

online now....feel so great to have to many friends showering me with concern... you guys are great....love ya big time tOO......

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PhotO taKeN @ HaRRy'S

EvOn & yuN....

YuN....SO pReTTY.........LOVE YA!!!

theY are sO cuTe.....haha

ouR drnkS......LonG IsLanD & yUn's MocKtaIL....haha

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argh waking up early again....this week dun seem to start well man....things still keep running through my head...

went to my grandma's house yesterday...as usual...sit around and slack..then she suggested to go for a work at the central...on the way to the central...she talk to me....okie...thats the sensor part..not gonna say..but one thing she told me to visit my grandpa....this is what i always wanted to do..but din noe why..so i probed about the location....

dunno why..but after what she said....my mood was real low...knowing how hard she had to struggle in her life makes me so guilty....msg yun and told her....just had the urge to talk to someone and maybe have someone to acc me....decided to meet her at 8....

in between that time...i make the trip down to Bishan...took a cab down....have the rush to go see my grandpa....i was walking towards the place when someone called out to me and stopped me.. he told me that everyone had gone home and if i was the only one coming....he warned me to be careful and must leave as soon as possible....hey dude...you r really freaking me out man.. i actually din feel scared...but damn...okie...guess i wasn't that brave at all then...

it just took me a mins before i found the block...my 1st step into the place really freak me a bit.. it was really very quiet..damn...really regret not asking someone to acc me....argh...walking along the aisle was a bit freaking.....at that moment i realize that i forget to ask the unit number.. what the.......

i walked to a certain block and tried finding him...but fail....erm...actually was really scared to stared at those photo....think i watch a bit too much scary movie....that i very scare to stare also.. ..decided to give up and not look anymore...quicken my pace and leave the temple....argh......

was feeling as bad as ever...feel myself very stupid...wasted the trip down....gonna confirm the unit number and go again...maybe sometime this week.....

walked all the way down to the mrt....scan thru many things in my mind...things that i wanted to tell my grandpa but fail....haIZ...

went over to J8 to grab something for my uncle...coz going over to chinatown visit my fren..so thought of buying something for him to eat also.....finally bought my 3rd album from OG...haha

met up with yun at funan bean....din really feel like eating...but still ate...had a bit if counselling session till closing.. decided to hang out next at the esplanade....msg my darling to ask whether she wanna join.. think its a mistake to ask her go..haiZ...as usual...she wanted to go for a drink...chill out at Harry's....ordered a LonG IslaNd IcE tea....

it was quite strong...but thats what i needed at that time....stop myself from thinking...... many things seem to have happened this few days..things and people reappeared in my life....is it a sign or what? im confused.....

next thing i gonna do....visit my grandpa again...... i really MISS HIM!!!

Sunday, January 23, 2005

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couldn't really sleep the whole night....still pondering...maybe a bit of regret ba....i dunno....

feel a bit tired...but dun think can sleep yet...need counselling....think i gonna chill out again with my gang.....i need advice....

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argh.....back ache...been sitting on the floor for so long tidying up my album....think i need more album....when will i able to finish arranging...it killing me...

just highlight my hair red...hmm..the highlight seem too little..wanna get more but my aunt keep bugging me that's red enuff...hmm....u think so?? hmm...

ate my fav food today for dinner...yee mee by my aunt...yum yum..so nice...love her cooking... love ya aunt.... ;P

damn...been spending the whole day doing my album....that i neglected my report....feel so guilty now..suppose to send nq the ma...but erm..sorry haha

tml going to my grandma place..wonder what she thinking?? hmm..why she want me to go her house?? hmm.....still thinking....

chatting on the phone just now...then he called me..hestitated a mins...decided to hang up....im running again....it seem to be a never ending race....i need a finishing line....

but anyway..mimi if you are looking at this....just a word to tell ya...im sure you are able to find your dream ger and she will accept who you are...keep it up.. anything just call me...erm..if your bill is not exceeded....*grin*

gonna go chill out with my gang tml nite...dunno since when we been chilling out so often..getting scarier...haha....it mean im getting more BROKE!!!!

Saturday, January 22, 2005

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hey im back after so long......went to destress today...meet up with my gang at Jurong Entertainment Centre for ice skating....

this is my 1st time ice skating...so exciting man...haha.....fell 3 times today (i think)...the 1st two time had my jeans wet...but the 3rd time din really coz it had been cleaned..... had a surprise...but hmm.... ;P

just came back from pubbing with my darling.. was doing shopping when ask me along.....haiZ.. slack awhile then went home le.....basically today was really fun man....

haiZ...now really damn broke le...think i have to stop going out so often man.....and also get a job liao....haiZ.............

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

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almost doze off in crm today...think its coz of the medication that i feel drowsy....sian....still no appetite to eat..keep dozing off...after lunch immediately doze off man...haha...feel like a pig today..

din wanna go home coz no one will be at home....so waited for pey and yun lesson to end.. went chill out again at bugis but at the coffee bean...drink the choco rasp...damn sweet..din like it... had one of those gers talk again...seem so nice to talk at cafe...

slack there for almost 2 whole hours talking rubbish...haha...oh yar i finally bought the coffee bean card..haha...so bloody broke now man...sian lor...haiZ

feeling so drowsy now...wanna sleep...but still got TA to study.....even more sian lor...

oh yar..i have job opportunity..if u want drop mi a call or sg..(call preferred ok) coz msg overshot le...haha.... its at Expo and Seiyu Bugis....

Monday, January 17, 2005

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went to sch feeling half dead today...nearly died....had my lunch with my usual gang...bought a plate of wantan mee...but din finish...ended eating only a bit then dun want le..coz no appetite... drink the apple juice only drink a bit...

went to clementi there to see doctor after the CRM lecture...wonder how the rest of my member are doing for the uccd presentation man...damn worried...sian lor....doc say i got gastric flu then cannot drink MILK...no YOGHURT (my fav) my mum later said that maybe go japan eat too much le..then cum back like that, no 3-in-1 stuffs like coffee mix milo etc....no noodle...what the everything cannot..then eat what...

chill out with pey at TCC after that..coz i dun wanna go home as no one is at home..very lonely you see...so rest there waited for yun to finish tutoring..... plan to eat there on fri so make a reservation there...

me hungry now..but still no appetite to eat man...think i gonna rest....sian..

stressed up with the TA test, FMKT report and MA...........HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

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hey LITING......im really really sorry that i am unable to make it that day....really really SORRY i will make it up other day okok?? so how was the gathering anyway? FUN? miss it... screwed up my saturday....wasn't really feeling well..but got dragged by my fren out.....

think my headache haven subside...its still there....almost sleep sia... but if u got any other day free msg me lor...will go this time..okok....

Saturday, January 15, 2005

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ok finally get my ass back to working....can't sleep..keep thinking of the tons of project that i have to complete....becoming a little panda..feeling stress now...okie first thing this morning is to complete the fmkt followed by my uccd...thats the plan for the morning....

chill out with my frenZ later...thinking of buying the elmo cushion at Cathay, should i or not.... coz i no $$...sadZ

Friday, January 14, 2005

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literally dragged my feet to school today man....my brain is not functioning anymore...i can't think coz im too tired..stayed up late AGAIN yesterday..coz forget to do FF tutorial....sian lor.. called yuN but she din pick up the phone..maybe sleep le...i feel so tired with all the work piling and going higher and higher with no one to help me...i think i seriously need help man...i feel so stress and tired......

no one seem to care abt the project in my grp..what happen? i need rest, sort of things...lucky my fmkt ended early today..then decided to skip FF lect..think very few pple went ba..even lincoln msg and say not going...wow..can imagine its like the ECM that time....so few pple go man..

suppose to go jogging today with my darling and nq..but last min nq can' t go..so din went..but make a pact with my darling that i will go jogging with her every week at toapayoh lor...its been long time since i last went to the gym and stadium at toa payoh...miss that place sia...still remb that every time i go liao...will eat Mc with my frenZ....

can't think properly now..think i go sleep 1st...gotta get my ass working at my project le.... feel like watching movie..maybe watch elektra? with my fren elektra? haha...im crazy....think i gotta go nap le...*yawn*

Thursday, January 13, 2005

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hey hey....SO EXCITED & HAPPY today....guess what??????????

i had my first jap class today and bought WU BAI latest album.....haha..hot from the oven man...so happy.....ok for those who dun noe who he is..he is the king/god of rock in Taiwan.... his music rock man...especially this one...guess why?? coz its totally in hokkien....thats why its so damn cool ma...haha...went to bugis with my usual gang...then pop by the Sembawang music.. din guess that i will be that lucky be able to purchase the album fresh from the oven man.. grab the CD rite after the person stick the price tag..haha....dunno why?? his image just pop into my mind.... :P after so many years...its seem that every time i bought a new wu bai album he will float in my mind....i need to get him out man....this can't go on........

but who cares man....life wun stop just because of that one.....now my main focus is on my jap and project...damn..project....headache man...

jap was fun today...the teacher is called tsuchiku....the way she teach is very effective and she keep doing revision with us....throughout the whole thing she is very thorough and erm..how to say ar..hmm...concern whether we understand anot..oh yar...did i mention bet i din that the whole class only got me and yun..wow..i feel like a little princess man...haha...jking... its like private tuition...but its fun...think the lesson will be effective ba... so anyone wanna learn effective jap...please contact me or yuNz ba..haha...free advert for the school.....

oh yar..today tot yunZ wil have CRM...so at first tot of waiting for them at the foodcourt and do project....but then peY wanna cancel the lesson coz alot pple not going....so ke lian ar the Michael.. haha..part timer kana bully.....pity him sia

suppose to do MA with nq...but instead he went find michael...sian...then dun wanna stay at the foodcourt alone..so join yunZ class for crm....so cool to join other class man...haha....then michael tok something nice abt our class...haha.... :P their lesson ended very fast..left him alone,... so we stayed awhile to chat with him before we go...haha....

but anyway..that's not the main point for today...today is....get the wu bai cd if you like him.. a not to be miss CD of the YEAR.....haha....

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

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yO....im back again haha....being 'working' hard on my FF....but as a matter of fact i din study... dammit...regret like shit lOr....

din wanna go sch today one...but tot that my darling went so i went lor....but to find out that haiZ... she din go for tutorial...sian man....shouldn't have gone...slack thru' the lesson with nothing going into my head...went home after that...lazy go for MA....msg lao ma that i wun be having lunch with her man....... :P

soon after i reach home..Pey msg me..say she actually wanted to pon the lesson..sian..reach home le then say...haiZ.... :P

meeting them in the foodcourt ard 3 ba....then do some revision...as a matter of fact is rot ba.. just hope that i wun faiL... haha...bless me... :P

after test went to Orchard with my usual gang...first went to my favourite bakery and food..... BREADTALK.....oh man....think i probably die if i dun eat BREAD.....haha.... tried the new bread shaped like a bear...inside is chocolate...hey nana...you shld try this...the choco is nice man.... think u will like that.... ; )

finally went to altered my jean....can collect it next mon.....yippee...tot i can collect it at a much later time man....so lucky....hoho.....then change the colour of my shirt at gior....coz my mum bought a PINK lookalike shirt...the more i look at it..the more i dislike it man...sorry mum...

spent most of my money at bits and pieces today....lao ma too...haha.....think i prob going again.. simply love the earring there man...and the bangle tOo....oK..thin i gO next mon ba.. sian.. getting more and more busy le...next is TA test followed by tons of project dateline...

tml dun feel like going for my duty man....lazy now....haIz....so many things to do yet so little time...how is my poor nana doing man??? haha....

oh yar...thursday starting my first JaPAneSe lesson le....so exciting...hope that this will really be better than the school one man....but still struggling with school one...can't wait for my jap class on thur.....yeaH.....

Sunday, January 09, 2005

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well well well....i know its been a damn long time since i last blog lar...haha...coz i very lazy ma... lazy bum...thats mi..haha....haiZ....mi still in my japan mood man..miss the cold, the friends, the food, the fun, the karaoke, the shopping....so many lor..haiZ.....

but now back to reality, im back to sch...sian...so many things is coming up man... oh my.... project due soon.. FF test is on tuesday and im still on my 1st chapter....what the shit....haiZ... and my jap class is starting next thursday which means that i will be even poorer...sianZ.... then dunno when i will start my driving again...so lag liao...haiZ....so many to do yet so little time...

but yesterday went to the sikh temple with yun and peY..for our UCCD project lor...find this religion really extraordinary man...haha..wanna know..wait till i finish my report ba... haha...

then after that went to far east with yun to shop for bags...pey as usual din go.....used to it le lar.. also suan bian went to look for my new year shoes..went to the pacific plaza first..saw this bag at Roxy and Ripcurl very nice.. bt dunno which to get coz both also very nice...so decide to go Far East look around 1st before making a final decision..haha...fickle minded one lar...

went to the LeftFoot to buy my shoe....saw this rugged looking nike high cut shoe....wanted to try a larger size but that was the only pair on display very sadZ sia...then tried another one.. look a bit like trekking and basketball one...look a bit like mens one..so i asked..then found out that it was unisex...so i tried it on..look not bad...heard from the sales person that the shoes is new arrival and limited edition....tell ya the price also very limited edition one....cost $199 man.. give me a shock...but very comfortable and nice lor...then yunZ tried this nike purple one... look nice on her but dunno why she keep saying not nice lar...so ma fan one....

as we could not decide...we planned to walk around and look somemore 1st and also to call my mum..ask her about the shoe..she got a shock and say very ex lor... though she give mi 200 bucks but it include shoe and shirt....haiZ...though of topping up myself then called my uncle.. haha...he very on man...give mi 100 bucks for that shoes..hahaa...so happy...

went for ice cream break at the New Zealand there at level one....ate the lime and lemon sorbet.. so nice..u should try man...haha...we headed back to the Left Foot after that and after trying the shoe...decided to buy it lor...haiZ...$199 man...what the...shuyun one is $105 but after 10% lor.. haiZ....

then went to take photo before heading back to Pacific Plaza to buy my bag.....was deciding on whether to buy the one at Roxy or Ripcurl..take damn long to decide man....but yun said that the one at Roxy is more worth it coz Ripcurl that one is small and ex lor....so in the end we bought the same bag at Roxy..cost mi $69.....haiZ.....

but still haven finish buying my new year stuffs...dun see the need to rush...but my mum damn kan chiong lor..keep asking me to go out buy...but where got time man...one week i only dunno how many days at home nia....haha....

finally develop my photo to japan one...should be able to finish sorting and sticking within the next week ba...so friends from SP...keep a lookout for me...haha...joking lar...coz i will bring foto to share with my fren ma....haha....okie...just a sneak preview of whats in store....hahaha.......